Not a good mother week!

I am in a mood and i don't even feel like blogging but i will. I am having one of those frustrating moments where i feel like shit because i am being pulled in all directions. Sometimes i just want to say fuck it. I can't handle this single mom thing, relationship, job and all the other shit in my life. But then i remember for the most part being a mom and being in a relationship is good but times like tonight make me think that they clash. And the job, well it sucks. I wish my boss would get off my back and try to destroy someone elses life because i can destroy my life on my own.....i don't need her help. I am trying to hold my life together and i feel at anytime someone or something is going to cut that duct tape that is holding it together.