Fun, FUn, FUN!

Don't have a whole lot to say today. I finished my son's scarf. I think it looks nice. I am getting the knitting thing down and i actually like knitting things for others. I made and sent out my birthday party evites. Work sucked as usual and of course my boss pissed me off again. it is not even worth getting upset about anymore.....some people are just mean. Had a nice talk with sexy earlier and am going to have a lot of fun over the phone before i go to bed tonight.

Thanks for the comment.....mysterious person. I hope you read my blog more. I look forward to future comments.

Not a good mother week!

I am in a mood and i don't even feel like blogging but i will. I am having one of those frustrating moments where i feel like shit because i am being pulled in all directions. Sometimes i just want to say fuck it. I can't handle this single mom thing, relationship, job and all the other shit in my life. But then i remember for the most part being a mom and being in a relationship is good but times like tonight make me think that they clash. And the job, well it sucks. I wish my boss would get off my back and try to destroy someone elses life because i can destroy my life on my own.....i don't need her help. I am trying to hold my life together and i feel at anytime someone or something is going to cut that duct tape that is holding it together.

DISGUSTING!!!

By far the worst part of being a mother is cleaning up vomit. Yuck! Yes, i just had to clean some up. I know you want to say yes disgusting but your poor baby is sick......no he didn't just throw up. He did it last night and didn't tell me.....i discovered it when i went to put him in bed tonight. So, i told him to get some tissue and clean it up.....not so good. Yes, you guessed it he got sick so then i had more vomit to clean up. Well, it is done and i had a nice talk with my super independant 5 year old about how he needs to wake mommy up next time.

On to better things. so last night my girlfriend Caitlin came over for dinner and then to watch the L-word. I made this really good bean soup....i will have to post the recipe sometime. So, after dinner Caitlin(which i will refer to as sexy from now on) and my son headed to his room where they worked for the next couple of hours cleaning and sorting toys. They did a great job. I have such a wonderful girlfriend. We got the kid to bed and had a little bit of time before the L-word so we headed to the bedroom to fool around. Always a fun time. Watched the L-word.....i think sexy is getting pulled into it now. Then it was off to bed.....well more fooling around first.

Today was uneventful. Crazy day at work....had a killer headache by the end of the day. Came home and did some knitting. I am about 1/2 done with my son's scarf. yeah!

knitting and square dancing

so the hooded scarf is done and now i have taken on the challenge of making my son a scarf for his upcoming birthday. it is kind of fun to make things for others.

today i got up super early so my son could take a test to try to get into a gifted program. i'm sorry but 8am is too early for even a 5 year old to take a test. and it was definitely too early for his mother who was up really late last night. the testing got done and then i tried to take a nap before heading to my gay square dancing class. Yes.....i said square dancing! So, i head to the girlfriends to see her before i head to dancing. She helped me pick out some yarn for my next couple of knitting projects. then i was off to square dancing where again i had a great time. i've been to 3 classes and i am learning a lot and it is fun to dance a socialize with other people. i will have to tell you more about square dancing at a later time. well, i am too tired to knitt anymore and to blog so see ya.

In my defense!

so i am really late blogging tonight but in my defense i was having some of the best sex i ever had! oh how nice it would be to still be lying in her bed but then reality hits me and i realize not only do i live across the city, i also have a 5 yr. old i have to pick up from the babysitter. having sex and then leaving my girlfriend in her bed asleep while i go home is not something i want to get use to. It is sort of fun feeling a bit slutty but that doesn't last long. Well, i have to get up super early tomorrow. so i am off to my lonely bed!

tired and hot

just got home from work and i have a lot to do tonight so i thought i would blog now. today was kind of a rough day, i had to bring the kid to work and he did not have a good day, but it is over with and thank god he is not out of school that much. I guess i was a bit impatient today also. I am pretty hot for the girlfriend and i won't get to see her till this weekend....that could cause anyone to be a bit grumpy. but believe me, it is usually worth the wait! got to go....blog more later.

yeah.....comments

so my day was very good today. work was nice and rewarding. what do i do you say? Well lets just say most days i feel like i am in a battle zone, but today was a good day. So, i am feeling good after work and pick up my son and am excited to get home and start knitting. Did i just say i was excited to knit......sometimes i surprise myself. Those who know me are also surprised at this too. So, i was hoping not to have a knitting disaster and i think i succeeded. I and many will be surprised to know that my hooded scarf is actually starting to look like a hooded scarf. Amazing! Didn't really do much of anything else tonight.

Thank you for your comments. Yes, connie all we did was make out....what do you expect with a five year old in the room but don't worry i think we more then enough make up for it when the five year old isn't around. oh yes!

good night all. i must head to the bedroom and call my sexy girlfriend.

All is well!

As you remember yesterday was the knitting disaster. Well i went to the girlfriends tonight and all is well with my hooded scarf. I am in such a great mood right now. I had a wonderful evening with the girlfriend. Went over for dinner with my 5 year old companion, otherwise known as my son. We made a wonderful vegetarian soup with sweet potatoes and eggplant. Yummy! Then we played crazy 8's.....which i win everytime. Then onto another card game where i was quickly eliminated and then the folks called. So, i talked to them about their upcoming visit while my son and girlfriend continued playing cards. After all of that was taken care of we had some yummy ice cream and my son read us books. YES CUTE!

So, you may say sounds like an ok evening but some very good things made it wonderful. First, some great bonding time between my son and girlfriend....always a good thing and second my parents are coming to visit and bringing money for me to get my car fixed. Lastly, the girlfriend was HOT tonight and it was so great to make out with her!!!

Knitting disaster

so i am not really the knitting type but my girlfriend makes it look so enjoyable and stress relieving so i say what then hell, it has got to be better than the potholders i have been weaving. So, i buy a kit and i have her show me the basics. I spend 6 freakin hours knitting tonight and then realizing i f***ed up about 10 rows back. so i call the girlfriend and she tells me to rip it out......sounds easy enough. but then i can't get the loops back on the needle so i rip more out, i finally have ripped out half of my work tonight. WHAT THE F*CK! and it is still not right. So, i will be going to the girlfriend tomorrow so she can help me. If i was the quiting type, i would be done with knitting but i am not and i am going to finish this damn hooded scarf if it is the last f***ing thing i do.

let me try this

so my girlfriend is all the time blogging and is always reading blogs to me so i thought what the HELL, i will give it a try. My life use to be pretty f*cking boring but it is full of exciting shit now so why not write about it. i could just start talking about my self but what the hell is the fun in that. You will get to know me soon enough.